I had so many unpleasant things happen this morning that I almost decided to take the day off work.However, when Nene goes to Yoshiwara, there are Japanese and foreign customers who come to see her. Nene is shy, so she is sometimes misunderstood, but they say, "I'll come again!" but never return—or try to ask me out privately instead of coming to the shop, you know? Lol. Some guys even make plans to come see me but then flake out at the last minute or go see another girl instead; I honestly don't get what's fun about that. Lol. There have even been times when guys hurled abuse at me while we were together—even causing injuries that forced us to stop—and instead of apologizing, they’d blame *me*. What pathetic losers, right? My life has been full of unpleasant things, and there are still unpleasant things happening now, but "Nene-chan, you're doing great!" My life has been full of bad stuff—and there’s still plenty of it now—but I’m going to keep doing my best here in Yoshiwara and cherish the people who cheer me on, saying things like "You're working so hard, Nene-chan!" or "Nene-san!" I hope that someday, when I finally achieve my dreams and goals, I can pay everyone back for their support. I don't know how long it will take, but I want to make those dreams a reality before I die. When? Where? You never know when your time is up or how long you'll live, you know? So, cherish your life, and keep doing your best, too! Is there anything you're unsure or worried about? Anything at all! Nene is on your side! I'll be waiting for you at Yoshiwara Sweet Kiss, so come and see me!
Love, Nene-chan.
